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Monday, 29 November 2004

heres a super long survery for everyone to read....

ENJOY

HAVE YOU EVER?

Fallen for your best friend? Well found my best friend then fell for her...
been rejected? more times then anyone I know
been in love? Am in love now
been in lust? perhaps lol

Cheated on someone? never
been cheated on? sort of kinda
done something you regret? Yes.

Who was the last Person you....
You talked to? If AIM counts then a lot of people
you hugged? My Mom
you instant messaged? Ang
you yelled at? Bio Kids
You laughed with? Bio Kids

Have you/are you/do you...
Considered a life of crime? no
Considered being a hooker? only on tuesdays and thursdays
Considered being a pimp? i already am
Are you psycho? Only on tuesdays and thursdays

Split personalities? No and neither does he.
Schizophrenic? I have my moments
Obsessive? Sometimes....then i catch myself and get sad.
Obsessive compulsive? i have my moments
Panic? too much
{x) Anxiety? see above
Depressed? I used to be.....i get like that only on mondays now.
Suicidal? I Had my moments
Obsessed with hate? no
Dream of mutilated bodies, blood, death, and gore? who dosent?!?!...oh thats right me.

Dream of doing those things instead of just seeing them? WHAT?
Understanding: i try
Open-minded: i try
Arrogant: hehe nooooooo
Insecure: yeah
Interesting: psh what do i do thats interesting?
Hungry: always
Friendly: i try
Smart: HA!
Moody: yeah.
Childish: I dont wanna grow up im a toys R us kid....
Independent: It seems thats the way it’s headed.
Hard working: HA
Organized: It dosent say Poor Organization on all my report cards for nothin!

Healthy: Ask my doctor

Emotionally Stable: define stable
Shy: no way
Difficult: im easy (ask ang)
Attractive: i dunno am i?
Bored Easily: sometimes
Thirsty: Who loves orange soda?!
Responsible: HA!
Sad: ehh not sad just mopey....ill be fine heh
Happy: at the moment hehe
Trusting: I usually dont trust anyone....but i have exceptions now.
Talkative: not too much a much too much lol
Original: or extra crispy...
Different: a tad sure.
Lonely: nope...i have my someone and she has me.
Color your hair? i used to get blond but now im all natural
Have tattoos? nahhh
Piercings? Nahhh
Floss daily? Nahhh
Own a webcam? oh boy yeah i used to be a freak with that just look at my yahoo pics
Ever get off the damn computer? whats that mean?
Sprechen sie deutsche? Only on Tuesdays and Thursdays

Habla espanol? SI! FELIZ NAVIDAD!

Currents...
Current Clothes: Aero hoodie worn jeans my watch and my Angela Ring
Current Mood: ehh mopey and happy its odd....
Current Taste: Orange Soda with a greasy alfredo aftertaste....yum.
Current Hair: Messy crap that needs a cut.
Current Annoyance: School and it’s not winter break yet.
Current Smell: Cigarette smoke from downstairs
Current thing you ought to be doing: Laying on a certain bed in a certain town in PA.
Current Desktop Picture: Supergirl by Michael Turner
Current Favorite Group: Dashboard
Current Book: Blankets
Current movie In DVD: Half Baked hehe

Current Refreshment: Orange SODA!
Current Worry: School....Finals...Biology grade...My Home....When i can see her again...My Future..

Favorite...
Food: Chicken Fingers, burgers, cheesesteaks, some pizza, spanish food wow so much food i like!
Drink: Water, grape soda, Diet Pepsi, Orange

Color: Blue
Shoes: I Wear My K Swiss
Candy: Reese sticks, Reese pieces, M & M’s twizzlers, HERSHEY BARS! woo especially after....umm next question.

TV Show: seinfeld, friends, salute your shorts, anything on TBS (except reality shows) DOUG
Movies: wow so many to list, Garden State, Big Fish, any kevin smith movie, moulin rouge, a walk to remember, star wars flicks. I Just love movies
Dance: umm CHA CHA REAL SLOW!
Vegetables: poop
Fruits: apples, oranges, plums

On Dating...
Long or short hair? umm shoulder length is good i like it shoulder or longer.
Dark or blond hair? psh i have never dated a blond so there ya go....you win darkies lol.
Tall or short? lets see last girlfriend was my height and this one is 5 foot lol hmmm.

Sensitive or Funny? gotta be funny and affectionate oh yeah.
Good or bad? i need a lady on the streets but a freak in the bed! YEAH YEAH!
Dark or light eyes? I like getting lost in deep brown eyes
Pierced or no? hehe shit yeah.
Freckles or none? freckers are cute but it dosen’t matter.

On preferences...
Chocolate milk or hot chocolate? hot chocolate and STRAWBERRY milk
McDonalds or Burger King? mcdonalds is cheaper but burger king is so good
Marry the perfect lover or the perfect friend? Both would be so awesome.
Sweet or sour? definately sweet. like vanilla lip gloss....oops.
Root Beer or Dr. Pepper? I Like both....MUST I CHOOSE?!!
Sappy/action/comedy/horror? all but horror...horror movies suck.
Cats or dogs? i dunno ive never had a cat but i like comet hehe
Ocean or Pool? i like my pool sometimes but i love the ocean atmosphere

Cool Ranch or Nacho Cheese? again MUST I CHOOSE?!
Mud or Jell-O wrestling? oh man mud wrestling....or or pudding yeah yeah...
With or without ice-cubes? ehh is the soda hot? lol
Shine or rain? shine unless im mopey then its a rain day.
Winter/Summer/Fall/Spring? Summer and X-Mas...so awesome.
Vanilla or Chocolate? Vanilla
Gloves or mittens? Gloves i dont like being contained that much lol my fingers need to breathe!
Eyes open or closed? What am i doing at the time lol

Fly or breathe under water? Underwater...i wanna see whats under there plus id have people call me aquaman!

Bunk-bed or waterbed? WATERBED WOO sexy sexy AH AH! oops im still typing arent i....
Chewing gum or hard candy? gotta go with the life savers or tic tacs.

Motor boat or sailboat? BUMPER BOAT!
Lights on or off? what am i doing at the time?!
Chicken or fish? chicken!! i should have been born winston.

What's your favorite...
Number? 77
Holiday? Christmas
Radio station? 93.7 and Y100
Place? With Ang....anywhere.
Scent? Lucky wooo!

Misc....
If you could be anywhere, where would you be? where would you goooooooo and would you miss me when you get there?! haha sorry i couldnt resist.........Hawaii sitting on a beach with the love of my life.

What would you be doing? Soaking in the sun with the girl of my dreams.
What are you listening to? Sea Ray - Revelry
Can you do anything freakish with your body? I can do the finger thing...ask me sometime.
Do you have a favorite animal? Koala’s are the shit lol
Currently Watching
Elf (Infinifilm Edition)
By Will Ferrell, Bob Newhart, Edward Asner
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HEY HEY HEY

wow so much has happened since last monday's update so lets get right to it shall we?

We'll Start with Wednsday when the girl of my dreams came home heh...

Wednsday....

I had work 9 to 5 then i went to pick up my car....(which broke on monday by the way) 450 bucks later i was on the road again...I had to go to circuit city to get something for the dvd player in the basement to work on the tv so i got it and went to barnes and noble so my sister could get a book to read. After that i came home and ate some food. Then Angela came over woooo heh....We started to watch Mr. Deeds on the dvd player on the basement on this really old tv i have down there when suddenly the TV started to sound like it got a strike on family feud so i unplugged it and got the other TV from my dads house. So I hooked that up and watched the rest of the movie. After the movie we made a trip to the diner and got some fries and salad dressing hehe then i took her home.

Turkey Day...

Woke up early got a shower all ready and everything then went to Ang's grandparents house for the first thanksgiving of the day. It was nice met the cousins talked some pig latin, learned about albino imaginary friends that are half the size of a pickle you know the usual stuff. Her grandparents gave me my first ever thanksgiving card which was really sweet of them and awesome of them too hehe. After that shindig we hit up my house for my family festivities. Me and her ate some desert and said what we were thankful for (which was really awesome by the way baby....i love you for that) and then left to see The Incredibles....which by the way is up there with Spiderman 2 and X-Men 2 as one of the best superhero movies of all time so GO SEE IT YA FUCKS! Then we came back to my house and watched Billy Madison fell asleep and took ang home around 3 something hehe....i pretty much came home and slept with my clothes on because i was so tired hehe....

Friday...

My Salute your shorts DVD's finally came in and the 1st disc dosent work....woo. So I have every episode with Pinsky on DVD heh. Carmen ran over as soon as i told him and we watched like 5 episodes hehe. After that i went to Ang's for some Homemade Lasagna. Sooooo GOOOOOD i'm about to go over and ask for some lol. I'm sure id get a few chuckleads thrown my way from Mr. Clark. haha. After that we watched some episodes of salute your shorts at her house and rented Elf from Blockbuster. After we got Elf we came back to her house and watched it but we both kinda fell asleep. Her mom woke us up around 1 and told her to go to bed...hehe...so i woke up and came home.

S-A-T-U-R-D-A-Y HEY!

Me and Ang's 4 monther day by the way, listen to what i say....maybe we can eat some hay....or go down by the bay....i just may....

Anyhoo

Went to Lou's for a little bit then met up with Ang at her cousins soccer game with the Fam. We went out to eat at Olive Garden (naturally hehe) and we both got chicken alfredo and the waitress said "You guys are too cute" which made me blush hehe. After dinner we went over and walked the mall for a while and Ang got new shoes and i got another 5 dollar american eagle shirt woooooo hehe. After that we hit up Old Navy and she got this hot black Velour suit (that i cant wait to see you in!) Then came home to find out Manuel is kicked out of the house again (this time for good probably) because he spent like the day at the Kids house with the lady. Kinda pissed my mom off i would say. So after all the drama subsided me and angela went downstairs and watched Half-Baked Thank you so much baby for such an amazing night and an amazing 120 days together....the next 120 will be even better....i promise! I Love you so much babe....you are my MJ forever and always.

Sunday....

Sundays suck....i've come to this conclusion.

Woke up extra early so i could go over and see ang before she went back to LVC we hung out from 11 till 2 then she had to go back. after that i came home and helped my mom clean this office that she cleans for a ton of money on sundays. came back home until like 7 then headed to lou's to play some NHL and some Bejeweled 2 (which i will end up playing after this im sure....) Then i came home and talked to Ang then went to bed.

Whew...

What a week eh?

Adios For Now

PS

Angela....this is for you this paragraph so if it's too sappy for some of you people out there then don't read it ya fuckfaces lol.

Hey Babe... I Just wanted to tell you that these last 120 days together....have been the best days of my life. Without you I dont know where i would be right now and with you i know where i wanna be and thats with you forever. I Love you so much babe and i always will no matter what happens. I know you are my one true love that i have waited for my whole life, Whatever drew me to you knew this too and i finally realized it the night i had to talk to you and the night i kissed you. I couldn't resist it and i didnt want to. Because i know you are my one true love. The night we saw Spiderman 2 and i was all nervous was because i knew i had all this inside of me built up and i didnt know if i could keep it in or if i was just gonna tell you how i felt. But when i saw you and how beautiful you looked....baby i was tongue tied hehe....But you managed to untie my tongue and my heart and open up my soul to you.

I Love You Babe...

...even if you are a chucklehead.

Monday, 22 November 2004

Currently Playing
Scenic
By Denver Harbor
All I Want
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Long Time No update yes?

One week to be exact

So lets start things off

Lets Recap the weekend....

Friday........

Marlin asked me if i wanted to go to Atlantic City with him watson and jenna to go and see Lit (marlin and watts went to see them on thursday night in philly and hung out with them after the show) so i said sure why not. I have never been to AC before and it is really awesome it's like Vegas JR hehe i like it a lot and i can't wait until i turn 21 to play some of these awesome games they actually have The Apprentice there now.

So we get to the Hard Rock Cafe for the show and here the guy remembers shawn and gets us all on the VIP list meaning we dont need no stinkin tickets! haha.

The show was fuckin amazing....The opening band was named Denver Harbor....they sounded really good then all of a sudden they busted out a Fenix TX song i used to love called "Threesome" and bam it clicked....This is Fenix TX. Here Fenix TX broke up and the lead singer and lead guitarist have formed this new band Denver Harbor. AWESOME! I used to love them!

Then came the Riddlin Kids who i own their cd but never really listen to it. They were really good too. Me and marlin concured that the lead singer looks like Charlie Sheen. I ended up with their Setlist when they were done so woo hoo.

Then came lit who was awesome...every single song kicked ass especially the new song you can hear now Lullabye...and they covered the Cure's Pictures Of You! how cool is that?

After the show i talked with Fenix Tx I MEAN Denver Harbor for like 20 minutes tellin them how much i used to love them and asking them what happened to them and stuff...i bought the EP and just shot the shit hehe.

After that i got some texts from the wife and called her on jennas cell phone....awww drunk girlfriend is so cute hehe.

I got home around 2 and finally hit the Hay.

Saturday...

Woke up at like 10:30 with my mom asking me if i wanted to go out to eat and i said NO NEED SLEEPY. So they left without me so i started to clean up the basement and make myself a corner. All i needed was a TV a Rug and a futon and bam i'd be all set.

After that i decided to go to the mall and the surrounding regions to look around for some clothes or stuff for the basement. So i went to the mall and got a 5 dollar button down shirt at AE which is kick ass! and i talked to Jess Dunn at Aeropostale for like 15 minutes i havent seen in her in so long! After that i went to old navy and found a long sleeve button down that kinda looks weird on me and i dont really like it. So that sucks heh. Then i went to Best Buy and they were having a 9.99 on all Cd sale for Friday and Saturday only! So i found the FULL Denver Harbor CD and bought it then i bought the new Eminem. both for 21 bucks can't beat it. Then i went to target to see if they had anything for the new room....ehh nothing major they had these kinda cool bean bag chairs but nothing really important.

Then it was off to my Grandmom's 90th Birthday party at Woodbury Mews. She had a ball you could see it. She was singing and dancing and laughing. Man i hope i live that long. She looked so happy and healthy at 90 thats so cool. I mean how many people can say "I have been to a 90th birthday party" now i can. They played all kinds of really good old songs too like "Under the boardwalk" "I Only Have Eyes For You" "My Girl" "Build Me Up Buttercup" all kinds of oldies hehe it was pretty fun. Kinda weird though cause i didnt really know people there....i mean people kept coming up to me and saying " Last time i saw you you were THIS big" and im like "OH I dont know you" I mean i can name everyone on my mom's family their Age their Occupation EVERYTHING but with my Dad's side i dont even know my cousins or anything....just bizarre having family you dont talk to.

Then i came home and didn't so much of anything I didn't eat the entire day (the party had fruit and crackers and all that jazz) so i ordered a cheesesteak and fries at 11pm and chilled home all night and talked to my girlfriend....sigh a cheesesteak and your girl what else do i need?!

Sunday...

Actually went out to breakfast with my Mom and my Sister who is home for thanksgiving. Then we went to Acme to get some thanksgiving stuff WOO FOR TURKEY DAY!

I Got home and started typing and typing and typing....in the end i typed 9 pages for Dr. Hanna....turtle looking motherfucker....ANYWAY i took breaks to watch some parts of the Game and watched the birds crush the Skins 28 to 6.

Then i pretty much sat at home all night...played some Xbox talked to the love of my life and got some much deserved chill out time....whew...

Thats a lot of Xanga up there....

OK

Now ill be sitting here for the next EXACTYLY 2 hours....yay.

I LOVE YOU ANGELA MICHELE CLARK!

ADIOS FOR NOW!

PS

Is it Wednsday yet.....

MISS YOU LOVE!

Monday, 15 November 2004

Currently Playing
All in
By Stroke 9
Track 3
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Hey There....

My once a week update trend continues hehe....

So what's new in the life of John some of you may ask yourselves....ehh you probably aren't asking yourselves that...you're probably asking: "Why are GCC cheeseburgers so expensive?" or or " Why does Asparagus make your pee smell?" but i'm asking myself right now "Why do i have to sit in a GCC computer lab for the next 2 hours..."

BAH!

Anyway that was a pointless introduction hehe.

NOW ON WITH THE SHOW

WeeKenD WrAp-Up

Friday...

Work for some reason felt like it was days long...i actually did work i think thats why haha...or maybe it was because i was excited and couldn't wait to get the F out. So 4 days later work ended and i came home and the anticipation began hehe.

So after buying my first ever box of clarinet reeds the love of my life came home. When her car pulled up i kinda felt the way Elvis feels everytime she comes home hehe...all excited and stuff making all kinds of weird noises.

So we decided we should go to best buy because Sully's flight didn't come in until 11:10 so we got some alone in our hometown time hehe. Which as much as i love LVC and the people there....I really like hometown alone time for some reason haha. So i got the new Stroke9 cd and...it's not that bad....track 3 is so awesome it's got like an orchestra in it....orchestra's with electric guitar riffs rule lol. Ang bought the new Eminem CD....best line on that cd "GET TO DA CHOPPA!!!" haha i died when i heard that i was laughing so hard!

After that we got hungry so we went to McDOOnalds hehe Doo-nalds.

Katie was working in the drive thru and she gave me and her free food...Katie have i told you lately that i loved you? cause guess what...i do i do i do oooooooh. haha. AND she threw in mcnuggets....you're a saint.

lol

After that we went to wallgreens and got stars for my jersey star and her starlets lol then we ate the doonalds in the parking lot.

Sigh...i love the little things..

Anyhoo

afterthat we went and got sully and drove to LVC while messing with ang the whole ride there (sorry about that honey but i had to make a good impression hehe love youuuuuuu)

So after and awesome night we finally got to sleep.

Saturday...

Pretty much band all day haha

Then we went to eat pizza with the rents...then it was off to hershey....where i think my balls fell off so if anyone in hershey finds freezing cold balls anywhere in the press box...umm...can i have them back please. It was her last performance of the season and actually during the speeches i kinda got a little sad...i really liked seeing them all out there everytime i came, It was really cool and a huge change of pace from my normal everyday things...Thank you for showing me what this band thing is all about everyone hehe cause seriously it is awesome....seeing you (ang) out there was what i used to come for and watching you and being proud of you.....but eventually it wasnt just me watching you and being proud of you it was all about me watching them and being proud of all of you. Thanks for letting me be apart of such an awesome season.

After that we went to her room and heated up (so awesome baby) for a while then hung out at Aaron's and drank a little but nothing major we pretty much just laughed at them and talked to each other heh. Then on the way back to her room we stopped by Robbie's and hung out with Robbie and sully and watched funny movies. I was tired so i wasn't really feelin it hehe i just wanted to lay down. So after that we went back to her room and went to bed. Awesome night.

Sunday....

The day i always hate.....unless it's summer cause sunday isn't that bad in the summer hehe.

I got on the bus at 2:25 and listened to sad music the whole ride (a bus ride home from LVC tradition lol) and just stared at my ring and kinda smiled a little and realised how much i love this girl and how being with her has changed my life forever. I Love you baby....i just want you to know that i think about you all the time and i am right now hehe.

So after that i went to Marlin's after i got home and played some poker i was up a dollar then ended up breaking even so not half bad. Then me and marlin cashed out and talked for awhile about love and relationships and weddings and shit while playing our own background music on guitar haha...it was good times...after that me and ang had another awesome heart to heart conversation and i went to bed.

Today....

As goes every morning after i talk to her...i wake up thinking about her hehe..SO here i am in school for the next hour or so now so Xanga actually helped me suck up some time and letting me vent...whew.

FINALLY!

ADIOS FOR NOW!

PS

<love you forever ang thank you for such an awesome weekend....i am so proud of you!>

BYE!